A Lazy Afternoon...

feeling sooo tired today... guess not enough sleep.. was chatting with my MS Ah P yesterday... very nice of her accompany me.. guess it had been really long time since we actually sit down n talk.... we were chatting happily until her dad off the living room lights.. opps then look at my watch.. OMG.. 12+am le.. haha.. still have to work the next day.... tempted to take leave.. but guess i have to be more responsible as well.. by the time i reach home was already 1am.. a little tired but indeed learn something as well... maybe thats the growing stage bah.... BUT it takes time to heal.... anyway woke up abit late today as usual.. but lucky Nat saw me at kopitiam..( so funny.. i nv saw him actually..) then very nice of him punch in for me.. if not guess i will be vv late... then just now he came over to my side.. soo i ask him.. how come i never see you.. guess what his reply.. he say,"of coz lah you so blur...!" oh no... me very blur meh.. haha mayb bah..not too senetive toward certain things i guess... next time i have to really open my eyes to see...... dun wana be a sotong forever.. think about it i had been sotong for very long period of time.. whether isit in school or when i started working.. i am always happily going around... guess thats very me.. but when i sit down and think about it.. and i realise that i had missed alot of things, people around me.. am i too emotional to say about all this? guess not bah.. this time round i am really hurt by someone... and it really wake me up.. anyway didnt wish to talk about it... time will heal everything...............................