A Lazy Afternoon...

feeling sooo tired today... guess not enough sleep.. was chatting with my MS Ah P yesterday... very nice of her accompany me.. guess it had been really long time since we actually sit down n talk.... we were chatting happily until her dad off the living room lights.. opps then look at my watch.. OMG.. 12+am le.. haha.. still have to work the next day.... tempted to take leave.. but guess i have to be more responsible as well.. by the time i reach home was already 1am.. a little tired but indeed learn something as well... maybe thats the growing stage bah.... BUT it takes time to heal.... anyway woke up abit late today as usual.. but lucky Nat saw me at kopitiam..( so funny.. i nv saw him actually..) then very nice of him punch in for me.. if not guess i will be vv late... then just now he came over to my side.. soo i ask him.. how come i never see you.. guess what his reply.. he say,"of coz lah you so blur...!" oh no... me very blur meh.. haha mayb bah..not too senetive toward certain things i guess... next time i have to really open my eyes to see...... dun wana be a sotong forever.. think about it i had been sotong for very long period of time.. whether isit in school or when i started working.. i am always happily going around... guess thats very me.. but when i sit down and think about it.. and i realise that i had missed alot of things, people around me.. am i too emotional to say about all this? guess not bah.. this time round i am really hurt by someone... and it really wake me up.. anyway didnt wish to talk about it... time will heal everything...............................

Good Morning

came too early to work.. reach at about 8.. when i only start work at 830am..haha so went to buy milo for breakfast.. alittle unusual for me coz i am also late if not will be just on the dot.. but anyway is better to be early then later hor.. sighz when i open my mailbox.. faintz all are my big boss mails... knock out the layout lah... do showcases lah.. faintz everything oso in 2days..aiyoz when everything oso to be done in 2days... that will be alot lor... sighz duno if she understand that i m only a graphic designer not a 3D interior design.. everything oso must do 3D.... think will have to talk to my manager abt it later when she in here..... my Sunday was alittle strange.. wake up pretty early in the morning coz gastric flu... was so pain until i couldnt really move around... then suppose to meet my friend in the afternoon after he visit the fish farm.. but was too tired so we postpone it to the evening..... didnt really get any rest before the meeting... then not to disappointed him.. i took extra medicine.. just in case the pain dun go off... we went west coast park.. hmm a nice place for a breeze walk i guess for people who stay around the area... we went mac cafe for a drink... perhap is the 1st meeting... we were kind of quiet.. nothing to tok about... "sooo cold" (guess my gastric play a part as well).. i wana break the "ice" in between us.. but seem alittle difficult in a way.. but anyway will try harder next time... after that we went for the famous cheese prata shop.. according to him... is pretty famous around that area... not too bad... only that is abit expensive.. guess i wont travel so far for that unless meeting ppl from that area... then as usual.... very quiet, very very quiet.. didnt tok much at all.. sighz duno what wrong with us.. we could simply tok happily on phone and stuffs for long hours but yest was like wrong place, wrong time, wrong person feeling... isit becoz i m terribly in pain or he feel weird about the whole meeting... or i m just not comfortable with him around..... really off! anyway hope that the next meeting will be better.. much much better....... anyway.. for the past few days.. he had been very nice and patient... listen to my problems... reasoning things out..... guess it had been a long time that i really pour out my feeling n tots to someone.. feel good overall... Thank you very much.. i really appreaciate everything... ok then gona start working lor.. my manager just came in.. bye bye

Thank you.. my Friends...

It had been months that i haven't been blogging... life is unpredictable... so many things had been happening around me and i feel so lost..but thank god that i have my friends around me.... they are really nice group of people who accompany me.. listen to me... guess i need a long break to think about the whole matter... anyway went swimming, shopping, movies, KTV... etc... it had been a long time since i really enjoy with my friends... and i guess they really understand me very well.. keeping my schedules so busy... perhaps they just want me to free my mind for the time being... Dear friends, i promise... i will try my best to "recover" as soon as possible... so that you guys will not worry about me... i can take good care of myself.... oh ya.. looking forward to my trip with my dear friend.. hope it can be a real good one whereby i can really think about my future.